I wanna be me.

I wanna be the girl who can show a little skin without being named a whore or slut.

I wanna be the girl who has guy-friends and other girls are jealous of but understand.

I wanna have tons of girl-friends who are there for me, all the time.

I wanna be the innocent one, with a naughty secret.

I want to fling with multiple guys.

I want you back.

I wanna try new things, no matter the risk.

I want to be good, healthy and happy.

I want a good life, with only one regret.

I didn’t and still don’t want to let you go. I wanna live it up and not let you tear me down. But I’m subconciously making myself wait for you and not do anything that I know would upset you. You may not notice but everything I do is because of you. You keep me in line, and I’m scared to stray. You’ve strayed a bit, and I see it now. I care so much but bringing it up will just cause a fight, and you to hate me more. I’ll always care though.

 I need you because I love you, and I love you because I need you.